Wandering Road

Most people know that I’m on a bit of a weight loss kick right now. Since January I’ve been working out regularly and trying to eat better. My goal is to look my absolute best for our wedding in June. More importantly, I need to look my absolute best in the bathing suit I’ll be in while we are in Key West. And since the wedding is less than 3 weeks away and I’m not quite to where I want to be, I’m on a diet. Here is a little glimpse into me on a diet:

I watch the clock like a hawk…………….waiting until it is 3 o’clock………so that I can have my afternoon snack………….which consists of a water and banana………..and I couldn’t even make it until 3……….I broke down at 2:50 and tore into that yellow goodness……….and now I am eating it slowly, trying to make it last at least 10 minutes……….but while I chew I know I will be hungry again in an hour or so………….but I know that if I can hold out until my workout, I’ll be fine………..because my workout takes an hour…….during which time I’m not hungry………and my hunger is gone for about half an hour to an hour after my workout……….so that can take me until dinner…………but I wonder………can I make it……..or will I breakdown and have a carrot!

Yes……..that is right……….I just considered having a carrot as a breakdown. What the hell is wrong with me?!?!? Especially since I just ate a banana which must be worse for me than a carrot. But why am I sitting here comparing a banana and a carrot. They are a fruit and vegetable. They are good for me!

But thinking about that damn bathing suit (which I haven’t even bought yet) is warping my mind. I’ll be glad when this wedding is over and Bobby is mine for life…..with no escape. I’ll get as a big as a boat, then. I’ve been watching Paula Deen while I work out so I know just the meals to do the trick

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